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So long and thanks for all the fish
So, this is it I guess? I love it. You drop our friendship and its because of a few e-mail messages. The one time I really needed to talk to you, you dropped it. What was this " I'm so glad we can talk things out" crap?
I will start off by saying I am sorry for the way I acted a couple of months ago. I'm sorry for thinking you'd understood I was going through alot. Now that I've gone through a year of college I see how immature I acted. At the same time, I see clearly how you treated me in Ocean City. You never let me explain that the reason why I asked if we were still friends was because you had been texting most of the time. You were insulted?? My parents took you to the places you wanted to go. I tried to make your stay as comfortable as possible. Don't make the excuse there was nothing to do. You could of suggested something, anything, besides texting constantly to someone you've only met online. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against texting in general. But you were holding full on conversations while I sat there wanting to do something. (You never bothered to ask if I wanted to do anything, it was straight to the phone)
Being invited into someone else's home and texting like that/ ignoring your hosts is considered rude to most people, Jamie-Lee. I was insulted. Did you ever come to the conclusion? Probably not. When you apologized for the texting, it sounded fake to me. I dropped it cause I didn't want to argue, 'cause I cared about our friendship too much.
I'm sorry you have issues with my parents. But you know what, that's my problem, not yours. If you have a problem with my dad, suck it up. I deal with him all the time. Plus, he's not your friend. I am. I'm sorry he acted like that, but guess what, you're going to meet people like that all the time and you'll have no control over it. Get used to it. Oh wait, I forgot, shouldn't you already be? Now, did I ever complain about your mom? I don't think so. I never told you this, but when I first met her, she scared me a little. But I grew out of it. I never got used to your mother's yelling, so I didn't expect you'd get used to my father's temper, but you should at least see the similarities. When my dad told you to lower the volume, that was because you had the TV on too loud, the walls are not soundpoof, and both of my parents were trying to sleep. He shouldn't have raised his voice, but the message should have still come across. I'm sorry he "insulted" you, but seriously? That's the reason our friendship has gone down the drain? I know you said there were other reasons for being upset at me, but if you would enlighten me as to what they were, I would be gratful cause right now I don't fully understand why you made such pains to destroy our friendship, no matter how many times I think about it.
If you didn't guess, I was really looking forward to spending Ocean City with my best friend. Instead, I came home feeling used. You did most of what you wanted to do, that's fine. But what about me? No, it was all about you.
I remember you told me once that you'd never intentionaly hurt me. Well congratulations. You're one hell of a liar.
As I said before, this will be my last e-mail to you. I'm amazed you've even bothered to read all of that. But I figure this will be the most you'll ever hear from me again, so I may as well let it out.
I still stand by the idea of "talking things out". Feel free to call/e-mail if you want to at least get some things straightend out ( call preffered). If not, well, that was certaintly a waste of 3 years of our lives.
disappointed
depressed
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lethargic
uncomfortable
blah
sympathetic
mellow
lonely